Allergies?

Well, I gave up and called the doctor. They're calling in a prescription for a generic Allegra. I don't have a problem taking an allergy med, it's just that's not what this feels like. Usually when my allergies bother me it's clear and it's never been in the chest where I cough all night like that. But, what the heck....if it works I'll be so happy! I go back to him Monday for bloodwork on the thyroid, so I guess I can't get too much worse in that time, and hopefully I'll be better.

Well, it's Ash Wednesday....but I don't think I'm going to church. I think I'm going to go home and get some rest. Justin even did well and didn't have meat so far today. He usually forgets. I was thinking about making French Toast with whole grain bread for dinner, but I know since Jay was good he's going to want Captain D's. They have healthy choices so it'll be ok.

I'm thinking of rejoining eharmony. I haven't had a single date since I stopped it. I came close to dating Matt, but he's decided he wants to try to get his ex wife back. I can't blame him for that. It's not going to work, but I can't blame him for wanting to try. It's better that I know now. There's no way I'd want to waste my time as 2nd best. I guess I'm too picky and that's why I've been single for 8 1/2 years now. I'd rather be picky and be content on my own than unhappy though. It's something to think about. I had stopped it over a year ago and thought I'd do it "when I lost the weight" but what if that day never comes? I'm not going to stop trying, but I can't stop living till then either.